bangkok was fun! couldve been better though.

but the shopping was good!:) bought 6 tops, 5 bottoms (or 5 tops 6 bottoms cant remember!), a pair of shades, a pair of slippers for SOMEONE and a pair of shoes! all in TWO full shopping days! the other two were spent slacking in the hotel and waiting for our plane. quite a fun holiday i must say! quite sad that this is like my last holiday with my mum for the next two years :( i realised how old she has grown, but yet shes still as accommodating to both me and binghaos requests and needs.. which are completely different! so grateful to have her:)

anyway! HAPPY NEW YEAR! i have thought through carefully about how 2009 has came and passed so quickly. grateful for all the new friends ive met! hockey dudes, soccer dudes and of course deborah:) and not forgetting my old skool peeps JONNY CHESTER AND YUNSONG! and the djies, julian, leon and andrea :) grateful for my improved relationship with my mother too. and thank god.. I DONT HAVE TO WEAR A UNIFORM ANYMORE HAHAH TAKE THAT MOE!(kidding)

hopefully with army beckoning in 2010 i can make good time of my life before april 26, write music and continue to have good times with my family and friends! and establish connections with people that have drifted away for some reason or another namely adi brian boon and yvette:)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

listening to evangelion by behemoth which aditya kindly burned for me last week.

their songs.. except for the drums of course are actually quite simple, and based over a simple riff with many fill ins in-between. yet they still are able to get their message across each song and some are really epic and sound like they belong in 300 or something. good stuff, still gotta get used to it though.


flying off to bangkok tomorrow, quite excited but devastated at the fact that ive yet to pack.. a single thing!

and yesterday's party at djies house was overloaded with alcohol and too little drinkers. as usual, yours truly drank abit too much too early on and so the rest of the night seemed a little sloowwwowo. but it was still good fun!

okay gotta head to my grandmas place, come back to pack, play guitar and hopefully go for a run or to the gym tomorrow morning :)

damn you W.B.H, you're the worst brother anyone could ever have.

seriously.

i didnt think that ill ever reach a point in my life where i could actually tell that there is no chance of me having any relations with a particular individual.

guess that time has come.

(Y)

christmas eve was fun at bishan (hey it rhymes!) with deborah yesterday :D caught sherlock holmes, such a good movie. extremly witty! im inspired to read the books now!

merry christmas all :)

i think that i grew up too fast. the past 2 years have been.. quite life changing.

after a long time,

im posting again because im sure less than 5 people still read this shitty space on the world-wide-web.

so thank god i guess this is kinda private, or rather a place where i can just express my delusions about the rat race that is life, all of my happiness, pain, weaknesses, strengths etc.. you get the bloody idea.

and no kids, im not "trying" to be vulgar, ive come to accept that is who i am.

and yet im dating this angel, this model of the most perfect girl i could ever meet, and thank god for her. i love her. and i care for her with all my heart. good times :) im afraid i may not meet anyone else better than her.. that would be scary because nothing lasts forever and one day we will come to an end. sigh.

moving on. the bands picking up the pace. even though boonyew is going in to army very very soon followed by brian and then aditya. i guess i cant call us "polarix" now and since we still havent decided on a name, ill just call us "the band". L4D after each writing session now is so damn bloody fun. DIE ZOMBIES. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEE!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my angel, and im sickkkkkkkkkk ugh