i dont even know why i still get so angry, the world knows what kind of girl you are now haha. youre manipulating do you know that? i bet you dont cause you're too stuck up in your own little cloud of illusions that because you are the kind of person you are, the results artsy attitude the church that you are perfect and doing everything correctly. wrong man. the world doesnt work your way, it is not perfectly normal the things that you did/are doing. geez, grow a heart and stop using your brain so much.

dammit

omfg i miss the fucking world.

army sucks, not the activites of the company (section 1 rulezx), but just that i can only see my mother and other people that i desperately want to see like once a fucking week. Wait actually less, in like a month ive only booked out twice. Fuck that shit. And damn i got guard duty next weekend because my rifle got stunned in field camp. fucking amazingzx :(

happy birthday jonathan. i hope you study hard and play hard as well of course! i really hope you do well for your a's, it will be worth it trust me. (i know you confirm read this even though i havent posted in over a month).

i think i forgot how to play the guitar, hahaha ive only played it once in a month. Booking in in 2 hours ill try to sqeeuze some time in later.

The first week in army certainly sucked, especially since a fucking "special" someone couldnt even wish me for reasons which i obviously will not be able to comprehend because i am so DIFFERENT from you? hahaha bunch of bullshit girl, what you did was fucking despicable, you will see it. have fun with your new boytoy, dont change so fast okay now? hahahaha fucking joke.

i love bookouts, i hate sundays now sigh.