FRIDAY

quiet birthday this year :D kinda enjoyed it thanks to all the birthday wishes!! and ics night was kickass man!

gdday

monday

sometimes.. things just dont go our way

but its how we react to it, pick ourselves back up that really matters.

somehow, i need to learn that and stop putting pressure on myself and everyone else.

ahhhhhhhhhhh FUCK

SUNDAY

thats it ive had enough of this bullshit. ive given up so much shit, sent so many fucking smses, just to have one guy not reply me this day, another 2 guys not reply me that day. one guy say this one guy say that and i gotta do all the shit with the really dumb association.

this is fucking stupid, how much lamer can people get not replying to a simple professional message? and giving really dumb excuses after i send the message again, somehow they just happened to be there when i sent the message again hmm this rings a bell.. its the exact same thing i did to Chan K F when he used to bother calling me asking me where i am and why im not in lessons. amazing. and i thought you guys wanted to do this as much as i did. i guess most of you dont. maybe, and its only a "maybe", you guys are in this for yourselves? a little thing to show off to in front of the school. hey gimme a song with no solo or someone else can play the solo as long as it sounds better then when i play it, why not! ill still move around on stage like i always have, ill still kick ass, just that im not showing off my individual capabilities. and why would i need too?


its so fucking FUCKING FRUSTRATING

THURSDAY

damn school is boring.

hockey is really good, im having alot of fun! our season got off to a rather positive start, 3 outta 3 biatches. its all about the team, we're going to kick ass man!!

ahh, i expect alot from myself.. in everything that i put my hands (haha) too. most of the time, it gets things done but still.. something else is missing. i dont enjoy doing it, i dont enjoy getting that crazy all the time. oh well..

SNOOP DOGGY DAWG!

thinking about thinking of you

SUNDAY

My shadow side, so amplified,
Keeps coming back dissatisfied
Elementary son but it's so...
My love affair with everywhere was innocent,
Why do you care?
Someone start the car time to go...
You're the best I know

My sunny side has up and died,
I'm betting that when we collide
The universe will shift into a low
The travesties that we have seen
Are treating me like Benzedrine
Automatic laughter from a pro

My, what a good day for a walk outside
I'd like to get to know you a little better, baby,
God knows that I really tried

My, what a good day for a take out bride
I'd like to say we did it for the better of

I saw you there, so unaware,
Those hummingbirds all in your hair
Elementary son but it's so...
The disrepair of Norma Jean
Could not compare to your routine
Balarama beauty going toe-to-toe

My, what a good day for a... let it slide
I'd like to say we did it for the better of

I thought about it, and I brought it out
I'm motivated by the lack of doubt
I'm consecrated, but I'm not devout
The mother, the father, the daughter, yeah

Right on the verge, just one more dose
I'm traveling from coast-to-coast
My theory isn't perfect, but it's close
I'm almost there, why should I care?
My heart is hurting when I share
Someone open up and let it show

My, what a good day for a walk outside
I'd like to think we did it for the better of

I thought about it, and I brought it out
I'm motivated by the lack of doubt
I'm consecrated, but I'm not devout
The mother, the father, the daughter, ohhhhh

You don't form in the wet sand,
You don't form at all
You don't form in the wet sand,
I do!
You don't form in the wet sand,
You don't form at all
You don't form in the wet sand,
I do!



ohh yeah red hot chili peppers.. soothing music for the troubled soul.

how are you?

TUESDAY

Heres a little photo update on recent happenings :D



Me and suren's "oh so attractive" pants for feelin' fab 09 :) we both did forest adventure and had a ball of a time with fauzan, b foo, the tennis twins shaz melody and amanda :D.



the street lights along my house went out on sunday night, the night before our first game with acs (i). really scary i was staring out and suddenly it just went out. creepy isnt it? thank god we won 3-1 :D redsports.sg called it a "surprise win" but the story was sent in by a acsi player/fan hahahah. however, all of us did have an off-day and we were really lucky to win! Jurong jc tomorrow.. i wont be playing because..



ta-da! im stuck with 2 stiches and a black/swollen eye. coutesy of raj's stick during training today. apparently i lost alot of blood :O but im feeling great now so its all good! my specs is outta shape though and i cant wear contacts so that sucks!!

just for fun..




my powerful and lovable grandma :D

SUNDAY

thank god/whoevers out there for everying..

though i hate waiting.

and what a game 3-2! macheda is the next rooney except he's not as ulgy! haha damn got me so pumped up that i slept only around 2! school was okay, photo taking was today. i havent taken a proper class photo in.. more than a year haha so it was a really nice experience. good job vj soccer boys you will pwn rj next time! (hopefully).

im hyped and pumped! school's starting to get better :D

SATURDAY

whoever's out there,

please make me feel better. nothings going to go wrong nothing will go wrong.