C N Y

happy cny people
:)
these 3 days have been tiring! but fun. lol
dammit i feel so lucky
$500+++ man
:) man im lucky haha.
anyway
this sat gonna go down to guitar 77 to get a basic set up done.
wanted to go to malcom's but mum said too ex.
gonna get some string cleaning device too. maybe i change to ghs boomers. d'darios really not resistant to corrosion at all.
school starts tomorrow
next monday SS test manm
sian leh.
study a bit already
tomorrow pia
friday pia
saturday pia
sunday slack
haha : ) my study plan. lol.
god bless! dont get too greedy xD

CNY and 3g.

ah.
the wonders of training.
1.
Get your butt kicked cause you anyhow play
2.
Your butt litterally hurts cause you fall down.

freak man.
went to school today
in my brown(shitty) outfit.
took pictures with mr ong.
GO MR ONG NICE SHOES! : )
anyway.
got maths hw and i didnt bring back haha.
during cny celebration smsed faustina to get sandwich for me.
which sadly she didnt.
man left me all hungry there.
thankfully yvette brought her snacks.
lol.
performances were..
interesting and boring ? lol
ncc one was real good.
JASPER AS NARRATOR
LOL
WHAT A JOKER.
i kept laughing. hahaha
anyway.
my "wishlist over the next 16 days of cny celebrations"
(normal 15 days right? plus tomorrow eve =16!)


1) Get enough ang pao money to get a dd-3. or about 400+ to add to my savings!
2) To finish amath homework. if i can get my book.
3) Finish mr brownstone.
4)SLEEP

hahaha
last one is real importatnt
lol.
k kids gonna go off
BYE

another day

sian.
boring day
haha.
never go training.
tournements soon
hahaha. chem test in the morning.
ok i guess hope an a1 is possible.
wed. chinese test
sian lah.
god help me =x

another week

Oh well
another week has gone.
starting to get into the studying mood.
monday got chem test
chinese test on tuesdayor wednesday.
chem study already
must study again
chinese study half only
must study again.
sian
gonna be a long day tomorrow.
morning got church
after that gonna shop for clothes.
then gonna come back study chem and chinese.
monday got training and renai camp meeting.
busy man
tuesday common test.
haha
anyway
swt.
boon tiong quit
i go try for another 3 months
then maybe hiatus?
lol.
heck see how
god bless

Bleh

Bleh.
sian
wednesday tomorrow
mid-week crisis.
ESPRESSION CRISIS
somebody give me some hints to improve swt and gimme some ways to destress
next week
first few test of SEC 3.
Monday- CHEM ZZZZ GONE
Somewhere in the week - CHINESE ZZZ EVEN MORE GONE.
sian the "terror" part of sec 3 that ive heard of is starting to emerge.
3 weeks in.
im dead already.
no life to study
HOW
HOW HOW HOW?
Im also in a dilema over SWT.
come on i cant play for every espression
no offence kids but i wouldnt wanna play with the singers in swt anyway
anyway i cant take it already
3rd service in ASC is starting./
i think ill be playing
got trainings.
z
tournament.
z
ok fine ill destress my self on DOTA.
BYE



" everyday seems like a pain without you"

Nightrain.

Nightrain- GNR



Loaded like a freight train
Flyin' like an aeroplane
Feelin' like a space brain One more time tonight
(look out)
Well I'm a west coast struttin'
One bad mother
Got a rattlesnake suitcase
Under my arm
Said I'm a mean machine
Been drinkin' gasoline
And honey you can make my motor hum
I got one chance left
In a nine live cat
I got a dog eat dog sly smile
I got a Molotov cocktail with a match to go
I smoke my cigarette with style
An I can tell you honey
You can make my money tonight
Wake up late honey put on your clothes
Take your credit card to the liquor store
That's one for you and two for me by tonight
I'll be Loaded like a freight train
Flyin' like an aeroplane
Feelin' like a space brain
One more tonight
I'm on the nightrain Bottoms up
I'm on the nightrain Fill my cup
I'm on the nightrain Ready to crash and burn
I never learn
I'm on the nightrain I love that stuff
I'm on the nightrain and I can never get enough
I'm on the nightrain Never to return - no
Loaded like a freight train
Flyin' like an aeroplane
Feelin' like a space brain
One more tonight
I'm on the nightrain An I'm lookin' for some
I'm on the nightrain So's I can leave this slum
I'm on the nightrain And I'm ready to crash an' burn
nightrain Bottoms up
I'm on the nightrain
Fill my cup
I'm on the nightrain Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa yeah
I'm on the nightrain Love that stuff
I'm on the nightrain And I can never get enough
Ridin' the nightrain
I guess I I guess, I guess, I guess I never learn
On the nightrain Float me home
Ooh I'm on the nightrain Ridin' the nightrainNever to return Nightrain

the juice is worth the squeeze.

all right kids
im not act poser now in this post.
anyway
2nd week ended
and i find myself slogging. i blame it on DOTA
:)
as for things between me and her.
doesnt look any brighter.
and if you'er reading , ( i honestly dont know if you are)
then i have to say
i really lost that "habit" of saying hi
" how was your day"
etc.
its like gone you are from my life.
ok what kind of english is that.
i seriously have no plans whatsoever to write in this post.
so here goes nothing
now we'er in the 3 word releationship
ok-fine-bye
thats basicly sums up everything.
did i ever mean so much to you.
great you got so many good friends
i hope i was on the top of that list.
cause you were on mine.
i really dont know
but i guess i really dont care anymore.
as i said ive lost that "habit"
maybe its cause im listening to some KICKASS
gnr music :)
hahaha jkjk.
gotta ask myself
is the juice worth the squeeze?
YES it is
hope you'er reading.
anyway



SCHOOL.
hmm really slogging behind
swt.
no comments.
3g.
getting better each day. :)
hope i can get my 7 points:)
god bless.

life is NOT the party we were hoping for.

yes it isnt.
horrible isnt it.
i came into ahs, hoping to have a memorable 4 years.
2+ years in it isnt looking good.
yeah ive made friends.
had a bit of fun here and there.
but ive been eating a lot of shit lately
my no. 1 sister,
my family,
my guitar.

no.1 sister;
so its finally over.
well well well guess we wont talk again
cause we cant.
the fun, breaking up our friendship, patching up our friendship.
well i guess it isnt gonna be patched up again.
im in serious doubt if you are affected by the whole situation at all.
good you have many good buddies.
leave me alone.
i dont know.
but i guess now that i dont really care at all.
so long and good bye.
when i see you
ill smile youll wave.
we'll pretend its ok.
the shows finished, it wont last.
we'll i guess this is over.
but i dont give a damn anymore.
so really man bye

my family;
i guess ive appreciated them a little more this year,

my guitar;
WHY MUST YOUR NECK WARP.
cost me 40 bucks to go fix and now have to fix again.

well.
well well well
you just cant tell
well well well my michelle.
damn
what i need now is a soda and some sleep.
and some GNR music in my head.
good night people.

zzzz

I FEEL SO.






ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

FIRST WEEK

wow so fast first week over.
totally screwed up as usual.
stoned in everyclass.
except math.
really scared i dont score well for math.
anyway.
3 sciences.
all sian teachers
i think our best one would have to be ss.
really committed and makes the class interesting!.
math also really hardworking teacher.
man
ive got to stop stoning.
im so scared for east zones im so gonna crock up.
dam
STOP SLACKING AND STONING YUHUA
WAKIE WAKIE

second day.

ooo today was second day of school!
hehe. had quite a lot of fun
well some problems just crocked up.
swt.
hmm guess everyone really not enjoying themselves as much as they used to do.
we used to be able to praise and enjoy.
now just praise.
zhengyi says its the time.
oh well i agree hahah.
no time= no intro=bad playing.
well the band was actually good today cause of weiyang.
he was like leading us all. great man :)
felt really good today playing though i made a few mistakes.
have to touch up.
singing.
worship leaders arent really sensitive to us.
i mean we'er figuring out the chords man give us time to think! dont rush us :) haha. horrible lah.
walked down main gate today. started to rain. haha.
anyway started e math today. seeems easy. haha.
lets hope a is easy too. haha.
gonna have another swt prac on tuesday. hai hope it goes well.
but it feels good to be serving god with my "talent" haha.
anyway. hope i can get together with the dont-know-songs-people soon to teach them i guess haha.
tomorrow..
chem! shit.
ss! yay
physics! =(
math! =) cubic equations haha.
and chinese =(((((
hell no lol.
hope its fun :)
thats what im here for

FIRST DAY

ha.
well first day of school
i have to admit im not comfortable with long pants just yet haha.
anyway. got into 3g.
dam all the g's lol.
anyway my class is half sports class. super wierd lah.
netball girls by themselves.
the guys from 2g and 2h.
and then you have the "normal" people haha
jkjk.
everyone is like so tied up to their own cliques. haha.
oh well cant help right? x)
got mr ong eng kiat as form teacher
physics.
hmm
lol
wish me luck.
tomorrow got pe,chi,eng,a math,physics.
hmm
lol
god bless!

Life may not be the party that we were hoping for

2006!
whee feels good.
long pants in 12 hours man :)
lol
its 7.50pm 2nd jan now haha.
feeling excited but at the same time sian to be going back to school.
tons of stuff on first day
1) collect prize :)
2) yf
3)swt
Second day
1) swt prac.
sian eh. so fast!
lol. hope that this year, ill truely get closer to god.
cause he will pull me through this year of horror- sec 3. haha
sec 3 sec 3 sec 3.
oh well.
anyway wrote my first song.
kinda stupid but had to get it off my chest. here it goes.
Outta Play me

Verse:
Hold on. Its been a while
And I haven’t really seen you around
It seems like Mondays come everytime
you come out to play.

Verse:
Im kicking back in my chair
Watching movies of you
Signing autographs and pictures
Isn’t that what you like to do?

“Bridge”:
Attention is what you want
Well its not what you get.
I do see something in you
And that’s the pile of shit you’er into.

Outta play me
That’s what you’er doing
I wont get crazy over you you
Cause you’er outta play me.

Verse:
Hold up its been a while
And I haven’t really seen you smile
is it because of him.
I thought he used to make your day.

Verse:
I could’ve seen that you were true.
True to him like you used to do
To the guy that lives across your street.
Seems like youer a princess to everyone but me.

“Bridge”2
Attention is what you want.
Well its not what you get.
I do see something in you.its the pile stuff you got yourself into

oh well. haha.
actually thats not the actual version hahaah.
ask and ill send lol.
ive been coping with a lot of bad habits recently.
lets hope that god will help me get rid of them in the new year!
lol take care all