2005-2006

well.
its been a hell of a year.
i have to say the last part of the year was real crazy.
ups and downs.
friendships broken/mended.
but!
somethings good!
firstly.
i am now proud to say
that i have rededicatted my life to our one and only abba father!
feels good man *bounces*
oh well now you can expect to see me more in church.
esp sunday service.
mother said as long as i can control my self and get good results.
why not
i see her point cause i already have good results x)
and.
another good point.
hmm
i picked up the elec guitar and drums
got more serious.
its been a year now.
ha.
both have been really fun playing.
thank god for giving my this source of entertainment haha.
oh well.
bad stuff.
crap man november rains playing
when things couldnt get worse,
the SADDEST
and i mean SADDEST
song is what i hear.
sigh.
just to tell you.
its worth anything to have our friendship back again.
anyway not to be a jackass or anything.
i am impatient, maybe thats why i am a boy. haha.
sigh but. im just afraid that ill slowly die down from your memory?
ha whatever lah.
anyway!
going into 2006
my resolutions

1) Go church more often, serve with a willing heart!
2)dont fail anything :)
3)table tennis man. gotta put it in. im super scared now for east zone. realised how slack ive been haha.
4)guitars and drums to improve like mad.
5)less words like **** in my vocabulary
6)better gear. [ DD-3, gibson les paul standard (DREAM ON KIDDO),mxr phrase 90, marshall jcb 800
(hint. NOW YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT TO GET ME NEXT CHRISTMAS.)
7)patchup.
oh man
hope 2006 will be great!

sigh. i feel
depressed.
someone help me.
ive been rotting for a week emotionally.
sigh.

MAYHEM

LOL complete mayhem man today.
went to the swee lee sale at bras brasah.
met 2 kids. andy and kenneth.
dam jokers sia haha.
anyway left house at 6. got there about 6.20.
dam a lot of people ton there over night sia. haha.
i walked up the excalator then this guy was like " dude welcome to the jungle"
ahhaa really was a big mess.
doors opened at 10.45.
bunch of people tried to cut queue. haha.
guy behind me almost got into a fight. haha.
anyway got in the 4th group i think?
was lucky to get my GCB-95 JIM DUNLOP WAHWAH


MY dunlop GCB-95 wah


COMPLETE MAYHEM



:)

haha. but it was good got the last piece. sorry andy haha.
anyway wanted to get dd-3 but didnt think it was worth it.
spent bout 150.
if i bought dd-3 will be 270
sian
lol
but i didnt! haha another time perhaps.
well.
i got into 3g!
lol
triple sci. haha
thats about it. schools starting haha.
going to watch wrestlling :)
byebye!




ps. for my last entry ignore my childnishness.
didnt mean it haha. take it easy liu ying haha.

the day that never came

GREAT

GREAT JUST GREATTTTT
you know what i feel like now?
i feel like BULL
just a few days after i decided. to pursue god fully.
this happens
just. GREAT
oh well.
z
Z AND KIDS GUESS WHAT?
SCHOOLS STARTING.
WOW.
AND THERES CELL THIS SATURDAY.
I DONT THINK ILL BE GOING.
CAUSE I HAVE TO AVOID SOMEONE OTHERWISE ILL GET ON THEIR NERVES.
SORRY IM ON THEIR NERVES ALREADY>
GOSH
i feel like burrowing my head in the sand
but is it worth it?
and i dont really know if you'er reading.
BUT I THINK ITS WORTH IT.
ok go ahead man think it through.
i feel like shit.
a pile of shit.

do we need some time on our own.

hell.
its christmas!
but its not a merry one for sure.
my god.
what have i done.
big problems.
and if you'er reading. sorry.
im really sorry.
but i guess.
maybe we just need some time on our own?
no way i wanna end up like them.
serious man.
its not fun without you anymore.

back

YEAH IM BACK

hong kong was fun
except for the dam wto riots.
wasted lol.
dam godma glendas husband has a ibanez rg 450-ltd
=(
dam nice to play.
lol
but the amp.
fender front man 15
sucsk haha.
anyway.
after hong kong came stright to ren ai camp
father im hungry
yes i am
haha
extremly good and fruitful experience. haha.
haha. today (friday)
went to training as usual.
dam im not a slacker man
lol
going to fix my guitar later. haha.
buzzing.
sian. lol. waste money again. hahaha.
okok gtg god bless.


and..



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

EAST COAST AND COSTA SANDS

haha.
today. (tuesday) went to east coast and coasta sands. haha
went to east coast to cycle with my diocese camp group mates.
not everyone went.
heidi and shiya didnt. lol
so left ian, gwen,teng li,me and joel,
joels friends also came
ah guan, bean and ah mu lol.
interesting..
anyway went cycling
joel and teng li went blading with gwen.
gwen brought her own blades.
joel and and tengli not very used to their blades.
dunno complain about what lah.
then joel took a few tiny falls.
then suddenly tengli took one BIG fall
and i mean really BIG
haha.
then she had to walk back.
started to rain. i got myself all wet.
zzzz.
haha.
then afterthat left the group.
they went to eat i went home to clean up and then go class chalet.
not staying over:)
class chalet sian lah no one go one.
ZZZZ
hope todays "attendance" better.

I dont need your civil war.

hahaha
zz dont care the last entry.
anyway.
on friday.
went out with big crabs.
lol
girls did a lot of shopping.
guys just lazed around.
haha.
then took neoprints.
went home
lol.
good to see them
haha.
saw them like 5 days this week?
lol
then.
saturday-
went out with cell.
bowling
lol quite fun uber long never play already. haha
quite lousy lah miss all the spares. lol
few strikes. haha.
had a LOT of fun :)
after that.
me vanessa and gabriel went to EAT.
but went to enyu's house first.
played a bit.
aiya vanessa you can play one lah RELAX
lol
went to eat western at the coffee shop opposite SOKA
where sin hwee performed. with her violin lol
anyways. the food right.
i ordered pork chop
gabriel ordered fish and chips.
pork chop 2 small pieces.
fish like one big pian.
both 4.50
im like
!
DAMN lol
anyway.
went to watch sin hwee's performance
but before that. there was like chanting.
and it was really creepy.
so we went outside and found a cozy spot
and pretty much sat there till sin hwee's performance. which was like the LAST one
lol but it was pretty good haha.
then said our goodbyes and went off.
TODAY. sunday
went to church late.
woke up late nia lol.
anyway i went
supposed to sun DIOCESE CAMP mattresses
but..
NO SUN
so cannot sun .
went to eat.
then went to teng li's and fidelis church.
ST HILDA'S CHURCH
lol. unfortunately its not where near shps.
or shss.
lol
its like miles away in katong.
but their church is really fun.
the people are nice.
drums are good. lol same as all saints.
yamaha stage custom. lol.
cymbal arrangement not to used to it though haha.
lol but it was fun.
after that. went out with teng li fidelis teng li's brother and victor (vickson's brother)
sorry lah victor i keep getting your brothers name wrong. haha
talked quite a lot.
haha
had a good time: )
after that went to taste my uncles creation!.
his western delight.
lol
quite shiok lah lol.
haha
okok thats about it.
next week is HECTIC
with a capital H

ahem.
13-15 CLASS CHALET
14- YFM PRACTISE.
15- YFM PRACTISE.
15-DENTIST.
16-ST ANDREW's CHRISTMAS THING. xD
17-20 HONG KONG!
20-22 REN AI CAMP.

aiya. sian
super busy
wont be able to blog for quite long i gues.
will try
lol

Lifes full of shit. Eat it

wtf.
WTF
thats my theme for this entry.
WTF.
i study so frickin hard
come on you want results.
ENG- A2 (72)
CHI- b3 (67) [ ps im so frickin proud of this]
MATHS- A1 (83)
SCI- A1 (85)
GEOG- A1 (75)
HIST- A1 (87.5) [ps im frickin proud of this shit too]
DNT- A2 (73.5)
ART- B4 [ my only b besides chinese. and its a shitty subject.]

OK
so what if i am sec 2.
L1R5= 2+1+1+1+1+2=8

DUDE
ITS A 8
MY HIGHEST.
SO WHAT IF I DIDNT GET 6 HUH.
HUH
AND HERE YOU ARE.
SAYING " yes i know you study for yourself thats good"
"you've changed"
then the next minute.
"I suspect that you are rude and have a bad attitude for chinese"
im like

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WHAT IN THE BLUE HELL IS GOING ON.
well kids.
lifes full of shit. Eat it.