omg bye world..

my status as a civilian if officially ending! WOOO HELLO TEKONG/SMELLY BOYS/PIMPLES/SWEAT/TEARS(HAHAH)/EMO NIGHTS/SHITTY HANDPHONES!

I wish that I had a bloody laptop, then I could go online in a airconditioned room.

It's days like this which makes me realise how lucky I am, because I have all the people I need to move onto the next big thing in my life:) it's not about how much value they are to me, but rather how happy I am that I can even be there for them, and they for me.:))

hope you're doing well

I'm home alone this week!

You guys know what that means.. Lotsa food and sitting down watching tv haha.

Binghaos in army whereas mums in china for work:( i hope the nights won't be boring and I hope I won't run short of cigarettes and food! I'm out tonight though:(

lamb of god on Thursday!!\m/

And I know that the band is very inefficient (haha) but I hope that we all meet up at least once this week to jam:)

woo and party on Saturday!:)

Is all of this madness for the best? Hahaha in case you never noticed, I never cared for my best even though I should.

there is So much I still want to say, or rather there is so much that I wish you would say, or hey, at least say something.

how did i go from this...





to what i am now?

2 very nice songs with almost similar titles!

what am i doing home on a clubbing night?


TO WATCH MAN u BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF BAYERN MUNICH OF COURSE!!!

nah just kidding

im moody today, but wait!

theres probably gonna be a surprise for everyone tomorrow! if it all works out how it should... hahahha

There is no point for Me to fake like I'm in control when I know that I am not. Wouldn't help solve anything right? Or am I just weird..

At least I'm trying to stop feeling so shitty everyday!

Hm so Friday was really fun! Meeting up with the vj army and non army ( me and funker HAHAHA) boys and some hockey girls!:) great to see them again. Then zouk with liang funk and gani was an enjoyable experience as well! Finally, a different group! Saw teh hermonie Weizhen and Julia too:) haha and did I mention, that it was a bloody violent night! So many fights! I learnt not to have an ugly breakup ever, otherwise your ex may just come spill beer on you( and many other people) or smash a bloody bottle on your head! Oh and also many shouts, or rather shrieks of 'CHEEBYEEEE' in between:s

And mike dean is the worst referee EVER in the history of the beautiful game. Thanks to idiots like him whose eyes are either covered by a bloody big stamp or a 1000 bill, people will cheat in soccer just to gain an advantage. Bring on video refereeing!

And thanks to Jon for being a loyal reader of this sad little space on the net, if you see this, remind me to buy you a drink next time haha.

I think that I was wrong, I am shattered. The lack of direction in life at this instant really isn't helping.

There's so much I want to say, but how? And to whom?

On a lighter note, final fantasy 8 has been really fun:)but I swear I'm putting on so much weight ugh

oh well, nothing ns can't fix right?