MONDAY

bye bye promos,
hello freedom/laziness/trainings and angsty-ness.
im at jonathan's house now, chester and jonathan are playing chinese chess
haha i so dont get that game.

today was rough. firstly cause chinese was fucked up as usual.

secondly cause we ended up at simpang bedok again (lol).







im sorry, i really am.

SATURDAY

ITS OVER...

IT FINALLY IS OVER!

oh wait i have chinese..

DAMMIT!

):

it actually feels wierd now. examinations take alot out of you, your life, your health (ahem), your interests and it brings back certain, unwanted things too..

chubby tubby fats, butt aches from the hours of being isolated in a chair, insomnia, stress...

more stress....


EVEN MORE STRESS DAMMIT.

now that its over, it feels different this time. im so fucking empty! i hardly have anything fun to do. probably cause i havent been doing much for the past weeks and my craziness is all gone now. so yes, pardon me if i sound too excited. hope i didnt freak anyone out.

its 1.11am now ive been surfing the net for the past hour and a half. such a waste of time seriously but i have nothing left to do. oh someone please organise a party or gathering or something im dying of boredom here!

just ordered my Dean Dave mustaine VMNT "ANGEL OF FUCKING DETH". Damn you losers with singlecut guitars (right now im still one of them) get a FLYING V DAMMIT! haha im so excited cant wait for it to arrive sometime next week.

saw some lyrics on boonyew's blog, dunno if he wrote them himself or not but it sounds really fresh and cool. i can easily think of 10 people which may fit the character in the song man. thats how fucked up the world is.

8. Mr. Know-It-All

Funny how I have realized
People like you so high and wise
Telling us how to live our lives
Speaking 'bout things you just surmise

They call you Mr. Know-it-all
So proud contriving in your clever mind

But do you really have the balls
Or could it be you're weak inside
And that you've got something to hide

Seems like you always know it all
What ever I say you're never wrong
If this was a game you'd own the ball
Time and again the same ol' song
Look at you you're never wrong

There are people who want to be
At the center of every scene
Hard as they try, fail to impress me
I'm telling now, you're not supreme

Damn, thats some good shit. Sounds so angsty, angry, PMS-y whatever. I absolutely love it! Some parts even rhyme! thats cool, a rhyming-metal song lol.



good night ^^

im really confused, what is it that you want from me and what do i have to do to give it to you?

MONDAY

tomorrows dooms day..

what a way to start off the week, economics.

dammit its getting from bad to worse and i dont like it!!



i need to feel like that again.. SOON!







real brothers!!

MONDAY

ugh.

im sure i have never felt this stressed/angsty/irritated/pissed/? before. first mr Chan kim "FUCK" had to give me shit for actually coming to class on friday ( -.- ) by totally ignoring me when i asked him a totally normal question about waves..

then i had to endure with his nasty little comments about how i "didnt care" about spa cause i didnt turn up on wednesday.

hello mr chan, ive been sleeping for 4-6 hours a day studying my ass off to do well for the promos. all this to satisfy myself and my parents and uh, no not for you. so yes i..

..DO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY RESULTS.. CANT IT BE MORE OBVIOUS?!

yes i admit i used to hate you about this much, im sorry to say that i now i hate you more! its just sad that we dont click at all, cause you're an old fashioned teacher (nothing wrong with that seriously) and im this little angsty, childish crazy teenager, so there's bound to be problems. But dont go to the extent of telling me that i dont care about my results, because i definetly proved you wrong in july and i MAY not prove you wrong for this promos, but ill kick your ass harder than anyone ever before next year.

so please, stop acting childish stop scolding me in front of the class just to show your authority and PLEASE stop shaking your head in a real fake and sarcastic way cause you KNOW THAT I WASNT IN SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY . yes i may not have an mc but the fact is that i wasnt in school on wednesday so yes i didnt go for any classes and didnt choose to skip yours.

and ive been trying, to give you respect by showing up for classes this term after you sent the email to my mother, so dont bullshit me anymore by saying that i 'never come for class' and that 'i dont care about spa or my results'

this whole episode actually has it benefits, cause now i have a new motivation to do well in exams..


1) to meet my expectations

2) to make my mother happy!

3) TO KICK MR CHAN KF'S ASS SO HARD HE'LL FINALLY SHUT UP ABOUT ME


hope you see this seriously


on a lighter note..


ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR RACE TOMORROW (:!!

THURSDAY

omg promos start in 7 days with..

GP OF ALL SUBJECTS tsk tsk. i can honestly say that i made absolutely no improvement whatsoever so far in vjc. maybe thats cause i chose not to go for gp classes. but then again thats because so far this year i had a total of 3 gp teachers, 2 of whom are relief teachers and the other one, an IP teacher. damn!

been trying to go for the revision lectures, especially for economics! too bad i didnt do well at all for the test last term. oh well, i gotta work hard next week on econs dammit!

my favourite hangout now is officially e-hub in pasir ris. not only is there an excellent air conditioning system in place, there is coffee bean! which 99.9% of the time is empty and so quiet ( except maybe the occasional request by chester and jon to play cards or psp HAHA)so yes, i find it absolutely condusive. it definitely is much better than studying at home. came home early today (as usual) at 1245 and yes i started studying only at 5pm..

wow at this rate im so going to do well man haha

shit long day tomorrow, dont know if im skipping or not :x theres GP (HAHAHA), econs,math,physics,chem uhh thats basically everything!! dammit.

WISH ME LUCK!! (:

rest well, remember drink more water!!












off to do KSP!!! ):):):

THURSDAY

went to ehub again today! this time julia came along.

so it was 3/4 of the simpang faithful and julia.. sitting outside of the coffee club in ehub with 52 cards in our possesion...

of course we ended up playing bridge!! im sorry i know i suck damn bad at it hahaha. chester picked up the game pretty damn quickly haha and yes, i always get the wrong partner!!(sry jonathan hehe)

ahhh, promos coming.


SCREW ECONS MAN

WEDNESDAY

SIMPANG FOREVER

shit i screwed up damn

TUESDAY

i cant believe it, its crazy but...

I REALLY MISS YOU