MONDAY

ugh.

im sure i have never felt this stressed/angsty/irritated/pissed/? before. first mr Chan kim "FUCK" had to give me shit for actually coming to class on friday ( -.- ) by totally ignoring me when i asked him a totally normal question about waves..

then i had to endure with his nasty little comments about how i "didnt care" about spa cause i didnt turn up on wednesday.

hello mr chan, ive been sleeping for 4-6 hours a day studying my ass off to do well for the promos. all this to satisfy myself and my parents and uh, no not for you. so yes i..

..DO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY RESULTS.. CANT IT BE MORE OBVIOUS?!

yes i admit i used to hate you about this much, im sorry to say that i now i hate you more! its just sad that we dont click at all, cause you're an old fashioned teacher (nothing wrong with that seriously) and im this little angsty, childish crazy teenager, so there's bound to be problems. But dont go to the extent of telling me that i dont care about my results, because i definetly proved you wrong in july and i MAY not prove you wrong for this promos, but ill kick your ass harder than anyone ever before next year.

so please, stop acting childish stop scolding me in front of the class just to show your authority and PLEASE stop shaking your head in a real fake and sarcastic way cause you KNOW THAT I WASNT IN SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY . yes i may not have an mc but the fact is that i wasnt in school on wednesday so yes i didnt go for any classes and didnt choose to skip yours.

and ive been trying, to give you respect by showing up for classes this term after you sent the email to my mother, so dont bullshit me anymore by saying that i 'never come for class' and that 'i dont care about spa or my results'

this whole episode actually has it benefits, cause now i have a new motivation to do well in exams..


1) to meet my expectations

2) to make my mother happy!

3) TO KICK MR CHAN KF'S ASS SO HARD HE'LL FINALLY SHUT UP ABOUT ME


hope you see this seriously


on a lighter note..


ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR RACE TOMORROW (:!!