THURSDAY

Damn, why cant i be like micheal phelps?

i used to be able to study well. i used to be so frickin motivated like how that phelps dude is about winning 8 crazy gold medals. now i cant even get myself home early, cant even wake up in time for school. I just couldnt take it today, so i left around 12.45. My mum told me that she wouldnt want me to leave. I dont even know why i called her to ask if i can leave, i had already made up my mind

and i havent played guitar in 4 days, the finals is in 9 days and we are jamming in 3 days and wow, i havent even changed strings or learn the new slayer songs that we probably would be playing for the finals.

gawddamit, jc sucks balls man. thats all the singaporean education system makes you do, mug till you die and the one with the best stamina wins. theres no creativity at all, its all about who spends the most time studying studying studying..

cant wait to get to army and then university. god knows how long i'll take!


i better learn the songs by sunday!ive never felt this fucked up and low on confidence about polarix before. damn this sucks