TUESDAY

School has started and i guess its been fine. Im pretty satisfied with my results ahha. I worked my ass off for them (EXCEPT CHINESE HAHAHAHA).

Decided to give hockey a go, since floorball is so slack and right now the b-team is like totally on their own. There really is no point for me till we start training properly, by then it'll probably be too late. You could say that im not much of an optimist but hey, im not the only one who thinks this way.

Trying to re-adjust and get back to the mood for school. Didnt go to school on monday, finally set a new record for the latest time i ever woke up to go to school today. 7.20am. Woah, damn pro man \m/ thumbs up to myself.

I havent been taking out all my negativity on very good things recently. I could say that the period that i spent preparing for the recent exams was probably the most stress-filled, angsty, fucking angry time of my life. I pulled through this time, hopefully i wont leave it to chance ever again.

I really am trying to cut down. Im not trying to convince anyone out there about that but myself. So far, it hasnt been that successful, but im trying. I just hope that you and everyone else can help me through this. But seriously, not that i hate it yknw, just that i know its not really healthy. I really hope that this doesnt change anything with anyone, cause i realise a few people are more cautious with me these days. I hope im being over-sensitive.. no i really wish i am being over-sensitive. Hope this wont change anything, i cant afford another setback.

Good-day.

With the birds I'll share
This lonely view...