MONDAY

i think i prefer life simple.

without any controversies, any bullshit and hypocracy, and without spelling mistakes haha.
but you get what i mean.

i found out the past week that alot of things which i thought was worth fighting for really isnt worth it. cca, friendships, pride. i cant say that im never in the wrong cause im a bloody sinner but it still never is worth it.

i feel like im losing competitiveness in everything that i do, especially studies HAHAH.

i just want to concentrate on a few things that keep me afloat right now. if even those few aspects fail me, i wouldnt know who or what to turn to.

ahh the long path to self-destruction.