THURSDAY

Jam yesterday was fucking awesome man!

Except for brian's frequent complaining about how his amp is screwed (when in fact in 100% sure its his guitar) and when i cant hear his solos cause he cant bother to bring another pedal as a booster and when he doesnt know parts for songs that he was supposed to learn.

So much for responsibility.

We change the time for the jam just for you and this is the kind of bullshit that we get. Songs that are half-learnt, messy soloing, bad vocals. I cant believe that you're actually going to be singing the verse of the opening song. I just hope it doesnt go as bad as it could.

So i know i shouldnt be posting this here, since many people will take a look at it. But hello, please start looking around and stop complaining and realise that you need to improve. All we can probably bring to stage is probably our enthusiasm and crowd-pleaser lines but will that be enough? Especially if we're not playing in front of our friends but in front of strangers? I hope we improve, all of us including myself.

And another reason why im posting it here is because i cant tell anyone this kinda stuff anymore. Or rather, there isnt anyone that i can share this stuff with. I either get the feeling that they dont care maybe cause they are not in a band, or cause they dont know whats going on. Either way, maybe they think im too naggy hmm.

This sucks, friday better be good all 4 of us better put up a fucking insane and sick show.

Gotta go change strings and the batteries in mah emg's at night. Sigh the life of a guitarist...


Moving on, i hope this goes somewhere cause i really want it too. If it doesnt i'll just have to suck it up but rest assured.. ill do everything that i can. I just hope that you realise it.