THURSDAY

sometimes we let our mind get the better of us..
the paranoia we experience is often taken too seriously
i shall take a step back, im not stupid and young anymore (actually i still am but..)
one of these days, we'll all be in the same place anyway so why make life difficult for each other?:)

soccer was way fun today, fucking tiring! but it was really fun. scholarship and careers fair yesterday was really interesting. kinda shed a light on what i shouldve done for the past 1 and a half years in vj.. going for more classes sucking up to teachers to get a good recommendation.. taking my H3 seriously.. we all have our choices i guess i should stick by mine! the information is insane man.. new/edb/firefly?!!? which ones should i wack man! i think scholarships are kinda lame, i mean WHO THE HELL KNOWS WHEN THEIR 18 WHETHER THEY WANT TO SAVE WATER/BRING IN INVESTMENTS/START A BUSINESS?!?!?!?! everyones doing it the money man and everyones so fake, i just dont know if i should be fake with them! anyway i dont think ill get any of them, but im going to just study hard!

life sucks, everythings about studying studying 4 a's sucking up to teachers!! oh well, at least i got you :)

i cant believe im actually wondering..

if i jumped into anything too quickly

saturday

fuck

now i hate staying home too. its going to be a pretty fucking boring three day weekend...

glad to say i havent had a boring weekend in a while, but im worried that its come nontheless, IS THIS GOING TO BE A NORMALITY??

FRIDAY

i fucking hate school

TUESDAY

omfg im seriously going insane.

firstly im posting here again!

secondly because i promised myself not to go crazy over ct 2's but tomorrow is chemistry and economics and i swear i didnt want to be a little bitch but.. fucking hell im quite screwed right now. thank god its only ct's, im sure if i dont do well i will be pretty bummed and all that negative shit, but ill work hard for prelims watch out MR CHAN KIM FUCK!!:D

fucking hell im swearing so much again. alot of great things happened recently, happy times galore. hmm part and parcel of growing up i guess? its not all adversities there are like RECESSIONS AND FUCKING BOOMS BABEH. just so you know..

nows a boom period in my life man :)

SCREW TIME, ITS RUNNING OUT ON ME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME. i havent (p.s im not going to say "i love you" but instead ill say i fucking mean it when i say..)

THAT I AM DEFINETLY NOT PREPARED FOR THIS WEEK. GP today was... sleepy because i didnt sleep early so i came home early determined to study and sleep early but... i slacked till 6, and then i started studying and i jsut finished reading international trade. SO DEAD :(