THURSDAY

sometimes we let our mind get the better of us..
the paranoia we experience is often taken too seriously
i shall take a step back, im not stupid and young anymore (actually i still am but..)
one of these days, we'll all be in the same place anyway so why make life difficult for each other?:)

soccer was way fun today, fucking tiring! but it was really fun. scholarship and careers fair yesterday was really interesting. kinda shed a light on what i shouldve done for the past 1 and a half years in vj.. going for more classes sucking up to teachers to get a good recommendation.. taking my H3 seriously.. we all have our choices i guess i should stick by mine! the information is insane man.. new/edb/firefly?!!? which ones should i wack man! i think scholarships are kinda lame, i mean WHO THE HELL KNOWS WHEN THEIR 18 WHETHER THEY WANT TO SAVE WATER/BRING IN INVESTMENTS/START A BUSINESS?!?!?!?! everyones doing it the money man and everyones so fake, i just dont know if i should be fake with them! anyway i dont think ill get any of them, but im going to just study hard!

life sucks, everythings about studying studying 4 a's sucking up to teachers!! oh well, at least i got you :)