SUNDAY

thats it ive had enough of this bullshit. ive given up so much shit, sent so many fucking smses, just to have one guy not reply me this day, another 2 guys not reply me that day. one guy say this one guy say that and i gotta do all the shit with the really dumb association.

this is fucking stupid, how much lamer can people get not replying to a simple professional message? and giving really dumb excuses after i send the message again, somehow they just happened to be there when i sent the message again hmm this rings a bell.. its the exact same thing i did to Chan K F when he used to bother calling me asking me where i am and why im not in lessons. amazing. and i thought you guys wanted to do this as much as i did. i guess most of you dont. maybe, and its only a "maybe", you guys are in this for yourselves? a little thing to show off to in front of the school. hey gimme a song with no solo or someone else can play the solo as long as it sounds better then when i play it, why not! ill still move around on stage like i always have, ill still kick ass, just that im not showing off my individual capabilities. and why would i need too?


its so fucking FUCKING FRUSTRATING