SATURDAY

this week has been really wierd..

i ate at seoul garden for the first time in a really long time on thursday after our match against RJ. it was sort of a hockey gathering i guess i had fun. im just not that up for blending around and making new friends. ill rather stick to those that i already have thank you very much. i guess that recently i dont seem to be that sociable anymore.. but the food was good!

im playing metal again. it feels good to kick some ass at home at 2.41am today playing along to the "master of puppets" solo. I can hardly play it now, my speed is all gone and so is parts of the technique which i took so long to build up. guess it'll take quite a while more for me to get it all back. sigh.

i havent been sleeping at all this week, considering that its the holidays that is REALLY WIERD. i mean the past few nights i went to bed past 4 am. i have absolutely no idea why. by 1, im way stoned and ready to get to bed but i just cant sleep. i keep thinking about something,anything,EVERYTHING! its frustrating i just want it to go away but it cant. fuck.

friday night was a really good release though. met julia, phin siew, shuyun,angeline and chester for some drinks and chilling out at julia's mad ass krib. somehow for that few alcohol-induced moments, i felt happy. goddammit GIN is the fucking worst alcholic drink ever. i havent tasted it for so long that i forgot how bad it was. SHIT.

watched "mall cop" today. It was a really funny show! enjoyed myself thoroughly. also had fun eating steamboat at bugis before that, was a really interesting experience for me :D.

school's starting on monday. time to pack my bag and get back to hell. fuck