after a long time,

im posting again because im sure less than 5 people still read this shitty space on the world-wide-web.

so thank god i guess this is kinda private, or rather a place where i can just express my delusions about the rat race that is life, all of my happiness, pain, weaknesses, strengths etc.. you get the bloody idea.

and no kids, im not "trying" to be vulgar, ive come to accept that is who i am.

and yet im dating this angel, this model of the most perfect girl i could ever meet, and thank god for her. i love her. and i care for her with all my heart. good times :) im afraid i may not meet anyone else better than her.. that would be scary because nothing lasts forever and one day we will come to an end. sigh.

moving on. the bands picking up the pace. even though boonyew is going in to army very very soon followed by brian and then aditya. i guess i cant call us "polarix" now and since we still havent decided on a name, ill just call us "the band". L4D after each writing session now is so damn bloody fun. DIE ZOMBIES. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEE!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my angel, and im sickkkkkkkkkk ugh