TUESDAY

oh man i feel so... ugh.

im probably the dumbest guy on the face of the earth, and probably the weakest emotionally as well. im like oblivious to everything that people have said to me, i chose to continue believing and playing along.. im paranoid and negative. that i know and frankly that i cannot change. not so quickly anyway..oh well..

ugh, im starting to fall into the training routine, after a whole year of wasted time basically doing nothing physically, im starting to feel the urgency to start running faster and training harder. i have a feeling im going to burn out if i take H3 during the holidays. ahhhh i think too much!!

oh well at least i made this really freaky riff today! its in drop D, the ultimate metal tuning heh heh. kinda finished up vocal melodies for the slow, ballady song. i hope the guys like it man though its not really our type of stuff! dont get me wrong i still love headbangin metal! i just think a little variation would be good ^^.

oh man i gotta get a good condenser mic and preamp soon, GOTTA START RECORDING I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BITCHES.

night