MONDAY-FUCK!!

OMFG I GOT FOOD POISONING...

AND ITS MY MOTHERS BIRTHDAY AND I COULDNT MAKE IT TO THE DINNER CAUSE THE MINUTE I CAME HOME I WAS PUKING ALL OVER THE PLACE....


FFFUUUCCCKK!!!

must be the stupid clam chowder with julia today at long john's, im sure of it! maybe the cashier didnt like me and peeded in it or something! UGH!!

anyway finally met julia again today! saw jon after quite a while too!! and chester came as well. it was fun! we just sat there and played bridge the whoole day but i had alot of fun! but i was already feeling a little queasy though..

OMG in the cab i knew something was wrong. i was feeling wierd cause firstly..

1) the driver really sucked, he kept breaking and accelerating the frickin cab which made me want to puke in his face!
2) my phone wasnt working
3) i had a headache
4) its my mum's birthday and i didnt know if i could go to the dinner later!

omgawd in the end i didnt go and it sucked ugh felt so bad sorry mum!! (p.s i know you read this ahah)

the weekend wasnt any better. training on saturday was slack (phew) though.. lazed around the whole day, ate a WHOLE REGULAR PAN PIZZA and 6 SPICY DRUMLETS courtesy of pizza hut haha omg such a pig..

sunday morning and afternoon i lazed around again. didnt go to the gym or run or do anything i was so sick of it already! haha. the band met up in the afternoon at brian's house to do some writing, but imho we didnt really get much done. a small incident that pissed me off could've turned into a big one but as said, i shant bother anymore. its not MY band its OUR's and definetly not YOURS. sometimes it gets hard.. really hard to tolerate other people's behaviour when they dont get things done. sure i get stressed all the time but at least i finish tasks that we should've. now im the bad guy cause all you do is slack and get shit from me? wow okay thanks alot.

fuck its so irritating! ugh.

training tmr, last one before chinese a's!! PASS PLEASE OMGGG