Part of estranged by gNr

When I find out all the reasons
Maybe I'll find another way
Find another day
With all the changing seasons of my life
Maybe I'll get it right next time
An now that you've been broken down
Got your head out of the clouds
You're back down on the ground
And you don't talk so loud
An you don't walk so proud
Any more, and what for


Well I jumped into the river too many times
to make it home
I'm out here on my own, an drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time
To read between the lines
'Cause I see the storm getting closer
And the waves they get so high
Seems everything We've ever known's here
Why must it drift away and die


I'll never find anyone to replace you
Guess I'll have to make it thru, this time
Oh this time
Without you


I knew the storm was getting closer
And all my friends said I was high
But everything we've ever known's here
I never wanted it to die

I'm addicted to the leads in this song!

People are wierd, even when I'm not trying to be! Says alot about how the world works. Haha sometimes, I just need company, nothing more . I'd like to think that I've learnt SO MUCH from the whole of last month with the breakup and all, but I think that I've just backslided! And become more implusive, ugly and stupid.. Maybe this is just temporary? Maybe there IS an underlying lesson to be learnt from such a shitty situation haha.