Now I just wanna quit and laze around and do nothing. When I'm doing nothing I complain now got something to do also complain sigh.

Susannah 'stole' my morning job and now I'm transferred to another department. New bosses new work new everything. Sigh. I need a routine I don't need to get be-headed and owned for doing something which I'm new at. Gonna miss my old bosses man:(

and my back hurts like hell I can hardly do pullups! Apparently getting an a for 2.4 gets you 100 more bucks so maybe I should run more... ALOT MORE.

Good luck in army Shaun and fazli!:)

And holy shit I failed my ftt haha. I think the purpose of this blog is not to post my honest heart felt feelings anymore. I'll just write them down somewhere where no one can see it. It was a suggestion by someone special.

So.. I'm still doubting if what I did was right! I know it may help but... It's damn hard.