FRIDAY

orientations over! yay finally no cheering over and over again for senseless reasons.

im not saying that we shouldnt cheer..

or immerse ourselves in the "lovely" victorian spirit..

im just saying that its too irritating because people are doing it over and over again and stupid reasons like getting a 100 points for shouting "YOU're HOT" to a station master. HAHA kind of ridiculous.


and something interesting...


i just realised at the class picnic today how lowly ive fallen in a particular individuals eyes..

he doesnt respect me "came out from his own mouth"

as far as i can remember, he has never ( and i dont think he ever will ) congratulated, encouraged or said anything nice to me. "oh well as far as i can remember, the only time he ever said anything nice was when he asked about my holidays, but 5 seconds later he asked if i was untaking any illegal drug activities. how nice."

he is too complacent

he thinks that he is a god in physics

he thinks that his lessons are fun


im sure most of you know have an idea of who exactly im talking about but just for fun..

he is my
"caring"/
WOW-IM-AN-ASEAN-SCHOLAR/
im-never-wrong/
im-the-best/
im-a-god-in-physics/
i-dont-have-to-say-anything-nice-to-you-ever-cause-you're-a-sports-player-and-you-make-a-ton-of-(nice)noise-with-your-guitar-which-grabs-everyones-attention (and cause you speak on stage with a slight slang)/
i-assume-that-you-take-part-in-illegal-drug-activites-all-the-fucking-time(which actually i do but not all the time..)/
i-rule-you-suck/
civics tutor

mr chan kim fatt.


but mr chan i dont blame you. after all like i said before, i guess we just clash. you're the old fashioned, just out of MOE,fucking scholar nerd ass material and im not. i embrace fun, activity, kicks, highs, lows and the outside whereas you probably prefer to sit down on your desk all day and recite your physics lectures over and over again. hey i TRIED not to disrespect you but its too hard.

the way you look at me,

IT MAKES ME SICK

the way you talk to me

YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM STUPID,RETARDED,FROM A SHITTY SCHOOL AND WORST OF ALL.. THAT YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I GET GOOD GRADES. 3 a's not good enough?

and you say (to my mother, in a nice tone and not looking away or wiping the sweat off your forehead half of the time which is what you do when you talk to me when you're talking to her that it is because



IM NOT FUFILLING MY POTENTIAL?

is that why im being treated like some lower being, like im off a lower standard than everyone else? hmm you may not say that but the way you look at me IT MAKES ME FEEL THAT WAY. and dont tell me what my potential is, you know about it as much as i do which is probably as much as my knowledge of cooking a good meal. okay long and confusing sentence my bad.

but you know what? i will start attending classes. yes even yours!

because i will not be an idiot in anyone's eyes. i know what i want, i know how to get it. did it ever occur to you that i may be skipping class to study/read a book/ expand my boring, textbook knowledge that everyone else in school has? hell no! cause im just a party boy, a sports player, a typical slacker to you. and i thought my results had shut you up for this year but i guess not. you dont realise that i have a different way of doing things and that i know what i want and how to get it.

how about you expose yourself to the sun a little bit and turn black. cause then you can be like obama,

you'll know what CHANGE is.

so mr chan kim fatt, im going to study my ass off starting next week. if i have trainings, ill study in school. i am going to do well this year just as i have for the past 5 years. and come next year when i get my a level results back, i hope that my results would be a big tight slap in your face. embrace change mr chan, i hope you do. move on, its not the 1950s-60s-70s-whatever era your saggy old ass grew up in anymore.


sorry, just needed to get that out. no one listens nowadays do they?