i dont know maybe you dont realise it cause im not exactly a "high priority" friend to you. if you say i am, then i really DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

it kills me when you treat me like a god one instant and like a bloody dog the next.

oh well, i guess im the one who would 'lose out' if this friendship is broken,dont you think so?

i feel like shit to have to type this here but if i tried telling you i really dont know how you would have reacted.hmm