Tuesday

Apparently someone must not have told me how bloody stupid i am cause after so long i finally realised that its not worth it. At least not if you continue like this.

Last week was alright, beginning to feel the heat. About time huh 3 weeks to prelims.Dammit

Im still sleeping as late as ever and no its not fun or BADBOY behaviour.

I dont see the need to go to school anymore, its so fucking boring/irritating/whatever now.

Had to go today cause there was O LEVEL ORALS. Went okay i must say the indian examiners were unsually attracted to my rather big sized figure and kept cutting me off when i was still talking. At least they nodded a few times, thats a good sign no?

But then again they nodded for every one of the other candidates before me so screw it.

Sigh, i dont know why but negativity has begun to consume me, and there's nothing good to look forward too.