Wednesday

Okay.

Thing is i had to get my point across. A part of me wanted to do this ages ago but another part told me to hold back. I guess its obvious which side expressed itself.

Im not trying to sound like a fucking hypocrite but all i have to say is i had to get my point across and the only way to do so at that time was what i had obviously done.

So im sorry if i went overboard but at least now you know what i think. It doesnt mean that because we were friends i cant think that way. In fact at least you knowing how i feel about you is better. I'd rather face the truth than live a motherfucking lie acting all mr-nice-guy to you.

I guessed for once i picked the side of the fence to get off on and not stay there like a little dumb fuck agreeing to some people and yet disagreeing to others with what you do. wow go me.

i agree i could've done it in a more humane, easier, less hurting way but as i said, i had to get it out. For that i apologise.

but fuck it life moves on what can we do? you go your way ill go my way, maybe someday we'll resolve things maybe not i dont know.

FUCK IT ALL FUCK THIS WORLD
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR