hard

Things have been hard lately.
Many tests and the exams are like 5 bloody weeks away. I want to start revising but really no time! With all the test and all too. I guess i cant accomplise my target of finishing semester's one syllabus by term 3. My realistic goal now--- Finish semester's ones syllabus by end of holidays. But how am i supposed to do that with trainings, tests and the PAPER ONE coming up? It really is tough. Sometimes i really question the school and its dumb arrangements of activities. Guisiness world record and Paper 1 in the same week? if any teachers is reading this i really dont know what is going on in the school. Sure every management will have its fair share of mistakes but this school has been making too many.

Howevery since mistakes is just an opinion and defer from person to person, there is really nothing much anyone can do about it. My point is its really stupid to have a damn world record attempt and paper 1 on the same week. Maybe be good publicity for the school but sure isnt good for stressed-out students like me.

Come to think of it i dont blame the school totally. Ive been slacking these few days but even today when i came home started studying till 7 i still could only finish 3 chapters of chinese. And theres pe, tuition, YFM tomorrow. Chinese test and English test on Thursday and training too. I really have to give up certain commitments now. If i give up YFM, Ill get flammed from you-know-who and propably will never get a chance to play again. If i give up table tennis which i already am in the process of, my 3 years of work will be WASTED. I guess ill just have to give up my play/free time instead. The coming exams has really got me thinking.



ANYWAY had fun last saturday with the guys. Didnt go carpenters tools but met up with them after that for a friendly game of dota. Then had amath test on monday. Quite bad. And emath last week was bad too. Somemore got extra emath test next monday. gosh __ fuck the school. Anyway emath will have 5 chapters chinese this thursday have 5 chapters.. WHEN WILL IT EVER END. Monday skipped training again. Went home study and here i am today. Feeling drained and tired, really sucks to feel like that. Guess i better get back to my chinese. Till then. ~