Bad day

Its a bad day.
Went to school. Forgot to bring physics and math papers.
Guess what kids thursday's the a math and SS paper! WOW. my amath got 73. Ss got 13/25.
WOW guess what kids?????
I think im gonna frickin flop!
Ive been preparing last minute for this exams. Did ss today. The ss test is frickin over so i shall not brood about it anymore. Just hope my mid year can get A1/A2.
Im aiming at a's for all by subs other than chinese. Sounds crazy but if i started earlier i wouldnt be going crazy now and that targets would be achieveable.
Now im contented with a L1r5 below 9
Hope to get 8. Only allowing myself to slip up buy one.
maybe its the pressure getting to me but i feel this MYE is such a drag.
WHERES MY OLD WAY OF LOOKING AT EXAMS. HAVING FUN?SCORING WELL?CONFIDENCE?
Im practically made a 180 degrees turn. Its not looking pretty.